this week was so emotionally draining for me. the truth is, i shouldn’t be bitching. i am so incredibly fortunate to be where i’m at today. yeah, maybe i’m not rolling in a rolls royce but that shit doesn’t matter. im lucky enough to have a unit that supports me and encourages me to do better. i just need to remind myself of that, over and over again til i feel better. why do i miss the most irrelevant person ever? i just can’t stop thinking about it. his significance means nothing, why is he such a priority to me? i guess i’ll just see you in my dreams, til then, goodnight.