i find myself hesitating sometimes or questioning what i should say or how i should act but that stops now. fuck you, so much.
i would be lying if i said i wasn’t craving his lips right now.
i could stare at my phone all day just waiting for his call because for those 3 minutes it feels like he’s actually here, like he’s invested. you know the way it should be. long distance sucks. im not good at this anymore.